Thoughts

I hate being miserable. I hate being affected. I hate the feeling of being out of control. I hate anticipating things being worse than they actually are. I hate thinking too much. 

I miss Disneyland. It represents happiness and an absence of worry. An absence of the problems of everyday life. It makes me remember some of the best days of my life. And makes me want to make even better memories in the future. 

I feel like I've been repeating this same thing for 5 years. And I don't like that. 

I don't like that school is starting again next week. And I don't like that I have nothing to look forward to right now. 

Basically, the last couple days have sucked.