Whenever you feel sad, try listening to Steamboat Willie. If you can make it all the way through without being cheered up, then you've got problems. Tonight after getting off the phone, I listened to it. And I made it through about 4 seconds before I broke out in a huge smile. It's impossible to be sad for long when you have such incredible memories to look back on. I forgot that for a few minutes tonight, and I'm sorry it happened.
I know this is just as hard on you as it is for me, and I want to make it easier for both of us by being someone who can make you laugh and make you smile, whenever possible. I can't promise that I'll never get sad, it's part of missing you so much. But I can promise that whenever I get that sad, I won't let it last for long. There are too many things to be thankful for, too many wonderful memories to be made, and too many reasons for me to be grateful that I have you.
It's not hard to see how much I miss you, I was able to write three pages to you last night, spend hours talking to you today, and still have more to say long after you've gone to sleep.
But the best news is that in just a few short weeks I'll be sitting in your car, putting in a mix CD with an extremely addicting first song, looking at you, and smiling all over again.
We all have our days, not everyday can be the best one. So i forgive you :)
ReplyDeleteI can't wait to listen to the mix! I
m excited to see everything that is on it...i do get to keep it after right?
You do make me laugh and smile...thats the best part.
Come here so i can see you smile in person.
Missing you,
<3 Aubrey